i try to make this kind
and clear,
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
so take these words
and sing out loud
'coz everyone is forgiven now
& tonight's the night the world begins again.
Contrary to what we have, i've always believed that the surfacing of this Clique will do us more harm than good, & in light of recent events, i (& as much as i hate to admit it) am proven right. How many of us proclaim love without so much as a thought through your mind. "I love you(s)" and hugs happens so often the meaning is rendered, well, meaningless.
As forementioned by Edison, true love never dies.
Okay so what is love? Let's bring out the oldest of all books, and by far the best definition known to men, or at least to me; Love is always patient, always kind, love is never envious or vaunted up with pride, nor is she conceited, & never is she rude. Never does she think of self, or ever gets annoyed. She is never resentful, is never glad with sin - but always side with the truth whene're the truth should win. She bears up under everything, and believes the best in all, there is no limit to her hopes and never will she fall. Love never fails us.
I choose to believe in this Clique because it's unbelievable. It's strange, and definitely corny - how so many individuals with un cited pasts, disturbing histories and fluctuating personalities and (let's face it) hormones, can clap in unison. Much to your disbelief, we can't. We can have a blog, a friendster profile, a book written, a film, a show altogether but it's not going to help us get along.
But, does everyone have to agree with each other for us to be together? Uncommon grounds are what helps us stick to each other. We have so much to share, so much to give and sometimes all we want to do is recieve. A vessel can only take so much, we risk imploding.
We need to WALK THE TALK. We speak so much about unity, not giving a hoot or two about sounds of jeers or ramblings put from pen to paper or words on screen, we speak so much about love and loving, but do we? We stay up late, but talk about nothing. We love without a heart but with our mouths. Of course, this doesn't mean we don't love each other, but i think it's time we choose to ignore what others say about our delusions and take it into consideration to better ourselves. There is no Clique, it's nothing but a name.
There is no committee, there is no JuMP. What we have is each other, & what we have they cannot understand. Nobody can. But we're not crime-d just because we're delusional, are we? No we're wrong because we believe we're not delusional. Many years down the road in the near unforseeable future we might still be friends, and look back laughing this off. We begin by building blocks together. This friendship isn't a goal, no friendship is. It's not a "oh we're friends, and let's stop here because we're gonna be Friends Forever". It's not a destination.
We all need to move on, but are we going to do it together?
We ask ourselves "is this all real? or is this just happening in our heads?" Of course it's just happening in our heads, but why in the world should it mean it's not real?
& always remember, we don't justify ourselves by our deeds. What we did in the past, it's not glorious, but also not unforgivable. Many are gulity of that, even those pointing fingers. But as a wiseman once put on his nick "we begin by making mistakes".
& here's a song for you, because i thought you guys should know what i feel about this whole friendship;
you gave
i never said thank you for that
thought i'd might get one more chance
and if you were with me tonight
i'll sing to you
just one more time
a song for a heart so big
may angels lead you in
hear you me, my friends
on sleepless roads the sleepless goes
may angels lead you in
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